Ruu Ruu

Ruu Ruu was my baby.
My little bubby.
My puppy wuppy pie.
I’ll miss him till the day I die.
I’ll love him even more.

The world doesn’t stop even though my baby is gone. And that’s okay. I still have to go on. I still have to take care of myself.
Ruu Ruu knows me and he knows how depressed I can get. He knows I always pull myself together. Even though this will be so much harder because he helped me do that.
It’s so hard.
I miss him with every fiber of my being. Every atom in my body is screaming. It lost an integral part of itself and it’s trying to go on. I’m trying to live.
I’ll always miss Ruu Ruu.
I’ll always love Ruu Ruu.
He’s my bubby; my little baby and I can only hope I’ll get to see him again one day.

  • February 25, 2016
    Hey, bubby, How you doin? Are you feeling better? No more pain? I know you can't read, but I hope you understand this all the same. We all miss you so much and it hit us all so hard that you had to go. Everyone cried. Everyone was upset. You touched so many lives in your short 6 years. I couldn't imagine having raised a dog so smart and so sweet. You were such a loving pupper even when you were being a brat. No matter what animal we might get later they will never be the same as you. No dog could ever replace the space you hold in my heart. You and me were thick as thieves. Both whiny little brats too cute for our own good. You looked like my dad and acted like me. It was great, it was hilarious, it was happy. So much happened, but it'll never feel like enough. This wasn't enough time. This came on so suddenly and now you're in a box on my dresser. I love you, Ruu Ruu. My little puppy wuppy pie. I'll be there as soon as I can; for more tummy scratches, lazy days, play time and treats. We'll all be there to see you, baby. I love you from here to the furthest galaxy's stars. I hope you know that because I felt it every day I looked at you and every night we slept together. Every moment was precious and unforgettable. Thank you for giving me kisses as soon as I asked for them and for cuddling with me until your final hours. I love you and always will.
  • February 26, 2016
    Hey, bubby, We got you a brother. His name's Wesker. And it looks like he already knows all the rules. He's claimed every spot on the bed just like you did. He's spending more time cuddling with daddy; a lot like you did when I would stay up too late. I think he might be a daddy's boy. I think that's okay because I know that I need him to help me feel better, but I think daddy needs a pupper that's attached to him like you were to me. I can't say I'm not disappointed, but I'm okay with that. I love you bubby. Thank you for watching over me; over us, I can feel you all over the house <3
  • February 27, 2016
    Hey, bubby, I still get sad (it's only been a few days of course I do), but Wesker is helping. Do you like him bubby? Or is he too wild? He's a lot more energetic than you were as a puppy. Bigger too. Loud. You can see that, though. I feel like I don't need to write these to you because you're home now, but I want to. I want to get the thoughts out so I don't feel so lonely. So my memories of you can be happy and not sad. I miss you so much Ruu Ruu. Every day is weird and different and sometimes even feel wrong when you're not here. I wish I could cuddle you again, mess with you, play with you and even have you begging for my food and treats. I love you bubby. I love you so so much. I love you more than I can describe. I miss you <3

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